OH! sup

Too little

There isn't much in the way of words which i can say to you.
there isn't much in the way of actions which can show you how much you mean to me.


So i guess i'll write it all out here in hopes that you'll read it.

you know how i feel about you. And i want to take it further.
if your willing.
You have this, amazing personality that lights up my world. and this smile that makes me smile.
Your Inside is a lot scarier then the outside.
but fear is what drives me.
You could say that you drive me.

So listen to this song.
and think of me.
clear your head and listen, to the words. Not to his voice, but to the words, and just focus.

Amazing because it is - The Almost.
x

Jake.< 3

I Love you



Long Distance Love
When it hurts so bad,
why does it feel so good?
I wish this all made sense,
I wish I understood.
Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside,
but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try.
You know how I feel about you,
and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you,
but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you.
Why does it gotta be so complicated?
Loving you feels so right,
but at the same time,
knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night.
I just want this to be simple,
I just want you here with me,
to look into your eyes,
be held in your arms...then I'd truly be happy.
Right now this distance between us is out of our control,
but I'm still hoping one day soon,
I'll get what I'm wishing for.

<3

sensitive

When you're on your own
When you're at a fork in the road
You don't know which way to go
There's too many signs and arrows
You haven't laughed in a while
When you can't even fake a smile
When you feel ashamed...
The uniform don't make you brave
All I can do
Is love you to pieces
Give you a shoulder to cry when you need it
When day day is long and the night is coming down on you
All I can do
- Chantal Kreviazuk

Too long do you keep it inside, waiting, pleading, with your inner self to just let go. To make it stop.
To forget and just give in.
You want your outer self to be dominant. To "rule the roost"... you call your body.
You can't even pretend anymore. It hurts.
Stop.
This.
RUCKUS.
It doesn't stop; It takes controll of your mind when you don't want it to, it stings and it hurts and you...cry. The voices don't stop; sorry to let you know.
It just get's dulled down by the sound of the ones who love you. who want to help.
They scream above everything else. when you accept that you are who you are. and US as your friends and loved ones. care.
And our voices will soon dull out the big ones.
promise.
x

I think this is your time

it's the simple things...





That make life worth smiling for...



That make worth pausing for and taking a deep breath.


That make the simplest of moments seem extrodinary



So do what you want



Be silly



Fall in love



With music...



With a person...



With life...



and enjoy every second of it

<3

You and me my dear have a lot to live for.

I can't even think of what to write anymore. so i don't think i'm gonig to be blogging as much anymore, i don't see what i have to write about. Becasue everything i want to say, has been said and now i'm waiting, for things to come around. :)
So
I love you.
Stay strong and i'll be back<3

That little bitch...

Even dressed in drag i love you


“To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed.”
-Randomwebsite

I have never wanted to be more then, your friend.
It was all my intentions ever were. I loved you from afar.
Your, smile i would hold onto.
Now i dont have to love you from afar. I don't have to hide the real me anymore.
I know you, and you know me.



HICKORY STICKS!
are probably the worst chip ever.
THEY AREN'T ever chips.
its small slices of potato, slices up seasoned in hickory and bacon flavoring.
EW.
These chip should be banned from the existance of chips.
Another thing thats gross?
Doughnuts.
EWW!
its bread, deep fried, then glazed.
This is even more gross then Hickory bacon flavor.
So i think plain chip, dip, and orange tic-tacs are the way to go.