When you're on your own
When you're at a fork in the road
You don't know which way to go
There's too many signs and arrows
You haven't laughed in a while
When you can't even fake a smile
When you feel ashamed...
The uniform don't make you brave
All I can do
Is love you to pieces
Give you a shoulder to cry when you need it
When day day is long and the night is coming down on you
All I can do
- Chantal Kreviazuk
Too long do you keep it inside, waiting, pleading, with your inner self to just let go. To make it stop.
To forget and just give in.
You want your outer self to be dominant. To "rule the roost"... you call your body.
You can't even pretend anymore. It hurts.
Stop.
This.
RUCKUS.
It doesn't stop; It takes controll of your mind when you don't want it to, it stings and it hurts and you...cry. The voices don't stop; sorry to let you know.
It just get's dulled down by the sound of the ones who love you. who want to help.
They scream above everything else. when you accept that you are who you are. and US as your friends and loved ones. care.
And our voices will soon dull out the big ones.
promise.
x
