WOW!
those two days were the best two days i've ever had.
3 days till i come home though and i think i'm going to like it when i come home.
Things are possibly looking up for me i dont know though.
Sometimes i think, my brain makes things u, and i dont know if its all in my head of if it's actuly going on.
such as
I dont know if i'm being used. I haven't figured it out yet.
Some people are saying i am,but my heart tells me that i'm not.
If sex was the most important thing in a relationship, why is it when people get older and have been together for like 50 years, they no longer are having sex.?
I, for instance, think taking it slow id better, get to know the person your with.
But some people just jump right into sex.
My best friend told me that the guy im "what-ever-we-are" with is using me for the sex.
I dont want to belive her.
but is it true?
The things that he says to me make me think he's not.
but am i being used?
it hurts to think so
So dont let your emotions show unless you have to, becasue when your feelings are hurt, its like a part of you i ripped.
