Wednesday, July 21, 2010

salmon sandwich

I for one am not a fan, of the people who think they are better then everyone else.
The people who make everyone else feel like crap.
The people who make everyone else feel bad.
The people who look at you, and think to themselves. "why does this person exist?, what do they bring to the table, we call socity?."
Fuck these people.
I have enough self-image issues as it is. and i know when people are talking about me or whispering about me.
I just know that this is happening.
I hate the feeling that i'm not good enough for someone, that i can't serve their every need. I need to be able to please every one.
It's how i am.
I wish this wasn't the case but i cant stop.
I wont stop.
If i'm not good enough, i can't fix this. But someone out there is good enough for everyone.
And that one person one you meet them should feel the same way. I can't imagine, having feelings for someone that are so strong and them just shutting you out.
Why would they do this?
Love is hard to come by and when you find it. hold on to it. Love is like... the toy in the cracker jack box. It's ugly can be gross, and probably not the most nice thing, but in the end it will bring you happiness, and it's usually something use full.
I have loved, and it didn't last.
I'm hoping with the right amount of time, i will be that one person for him, and maybe his toy in the cracker jack box, i'm not giving up. Not yet.
So those people who think that i'm not good enough.
can SUCK IT!
cause i can be as good as i want to be.