So i did my visiting and it was good.
As good as it can be for visiting people i don't even know.
My mood dropped a bit today. probably from 100% to about 80%. I think it has to do with the lack of smoking.
I have alot on the go, and it's pretty good actuly i think i need a vege day sometime soon though.
I would like to get drunk.
Like really drunk.
Soon.
I need a good drinking session.
I've come to notice that people can be quite 2 faced.
One minitue they can love you to death, then the next they don't want anything to do with you. It sucks.
I wonder why us people are like this. It hurts the ones we love. or the ones we like.
This always comes back to one thing. Your state of mind. you have to be able to keep you mind on the positive things in life. I read a story once about a woman who had cancer and she; everyday would wake up and think to herself that she didn't have cancer.
"thank you for the healing in my body." she would say.
and in a years time she went back to the doctor and she was cancer free, no chemo no nothing.
So it is a state of mind.
Don't let the bad get you down, no matter how much it hurts and when it comes to hurting other people. Well... don't do it. becasue this can bring them down.
But in the end your all you have.
It doesn't matter who you rely i on to be there, who you hope will be there, and who you want to be there for you.
You are all you have unless you believe in a higher power.
So don't hurt you.
